[	Current Mood	|	groggy	]
[	Current Music	|	Augustana - Boston	]

thanks to the routinely mundane tasks ive been doing lately iam sad to say that the aesthetically-inclined side of me has somehow decided to retire thus not being able to come up with hardly anything even mildly inspiring. (Read : This journal's address) anyhow just to kill time typing mindlessly as ive always done here so far i shall present to you little tidbits of myself ! Yeah oh how very interesting I know, so stop jumping around like crazed rabbits and bear with me, will you. please. :)

Born Nicholas Teo Xue Wee. Have had enough "wee-wee" jokes in my 20 years of existence in this world so dont try it on me thank you. Ive since learnt to present myself as Nicholas Teo Xue Wei, "Wei" being the actual Chinese pin-yin for the name Zhang Xue Wei. Sounds pretty feminine i know but canes have ever since stopped me from questioning why its spelt as it is.

iam tall and skinny. many have said i resemble a beansprout which i beg to differ; albiet its pretty much a close visual matchup i would rather choose to be a banana over any beansprout anytime. that, i would elaborate on later as we get along. 

iam introspective and analytical to a fault.

i was born into a Buddhist family but ive never came to a consensus that religious rites and God are the ones you turn to when obstacles are abound cus it just doesnt make sense to me whatsoever. anyhow, i still abide to their beliefs, just to be on the safe side.

i hate the stalks on my greens. and fish skin.

i love the new seaweed shaker fries from macdonalds, but try to limit myself due to cancer issues and love for my hair.

iam very much drawn towards sleek simplicity with a touch of abstract creativity to it when it comes to designing. though hardly proficient in my work, still; i try my hardest to attain professional standards through practice.

i suck very much at writing and reading Chinese which i deeply regret. speaking and conversing isnt a problem though the constant screwups and mispronounciations invite an occasional bout of laughter when i try to get smart with idoms; which also explains the banana resemblance-preference i mentioned earlier. simply because it speaks so much more of myself being the Chinese boy that i seem to be (yellow banana exterior) and inability to read and write Chinese (the difference in colour when its peeled).

dont get it? hard luck. you prolly wasted 5 minutes of your life reading this so sucks to be you HAHA. heres a finger, haters! guess which? and please fill me in on the little tidbits i missed out on myself through comments please. :P bye!

[	Current Mood	|	calm	]
[	Current Music	|	Marilyn Manson - Heart Shaped Glasses	]

Theres no wrong in being judgemental. Not knowing where to draw the line when you're judging is; looks alone dont maketh a man or woman in any case. So what if ones not as classy and in-the-scene as others. I'd value a friend who keeps to his word and makes responsible decisions over any social-animal who would only provide superficial needs anytime. I'd say being judgemental toward ones character through normal conversations have definately helped me tonnes in drawing the line between people you'd let more of your life into and the disposable ones. And it never fails to puzzle me how some would rather put up a facade and try to be somebody else they're not which pisses me off thoroughly; though I'll never be too obvious about it.

Funny how marilyn manson never fails to bring out the angsty little kid in me. Itching to bitch bout certain matters just for kicks but i guess i'll just switch to maroon 5. :) good day, readers! 

[	Current Mood	|	sleepy	]
[	Current Music	|	Standfast - Car Crashes	]

pricks in life arent hard to come by. smaller ones are easier to deal with; its the gargantuan size-10 fucktards who're perpetually god-sent to ruin your lives that are truely frightening. ah...life. i guess i'll just have to deal with it somehow. 
on a sidenote...i would've wanted to elaborate more on what ive just written but its pretty disturbing how long my brain takes just to find the right words im looking for and im feeling pretty retarded taking 20-30 seconds just to think of a word such as "gargantuan" beacause BIG would not have been appropriate for that matter if you get what i mean. 
well i hope this sorry piece of donkey shit i keep as a journal would at least serve a purpose to give myself some much needed brain-exercise. :) goodnight !